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Tuesday, May 25, 2010 @ 5:39 AM
confusingly lost. please take me by the hand. Lead me to the way, to the light of truth. Cos here i am, i dont dare to move. Cos if i did, it might be a mistake again. I dont know whats right or wrong. There was a Disco at the other town next to where i live. Allen (cousin) went, together with Mark John & Janjan. I wanted to go :( But it isint that i wasnt allowed..just that if i were to go, the people i'll be going with would be the GP WATTS basketball players...in other words, its all boys. It'll look so wrong :/ sigh sigh sigh. Uncle Danny said, i'll go next time. Not this time, because there's alot of drunkards & addicts at that town. :/ Didnt manage to sleep well last night. at 4.30am, i suddenly woke up. & when i was falling back to sleep again, a txt msg came. A txt msg that i was waiting for the whoooole fucking day. :( Totally ruined my mood. hmpf :'( Today was different. I mean its like the other days but, i totally didnt had the mood. Saw B today, kept quiet. I didnt dare to look at B in the eye..but because he noticed something wrong with me, ahhh fuck. his voice, his scent & just by his presence! makes me want to forgive. But urgh! no. this is for my own good. i shall not fall easily. Sometimes We Need To Stop Analysing The Past.... |